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Just TRY and figure me out

...Pleasantly complicated...

I watch everything you DO. I know within 10 minutes of meeting you how far I will let our relationship go.

Skepticism is a good thing. I'm very careful about who I let into my life due to past issues and hate. In my opinion, you can never be too careful.

I am extremely close with my friends and family. They mean more to me than anything. My girls and guys are my crutch and my family is my world.

Betrayal is NOT in my vocabulary.

I admire everyone who has been in my life, including the ones who have done me wrong, and have appreciation for the strength they have given me by hurting me. I am who I am because of you all.

...My newfound love for life keeps me going, and if you threaten that you will never see my face again...

I have to be stimulated by you to be able to stand you. That's why I love my girls...they keep me on my toes.

I love honesty in people. I'd rather you'd be mean and honest, than sugarcoat it.

Confidence... Intelligance... Spontinaity... Humor... Mystery

Phil is one of the only people in the world who know me inside out...Every breath I take is for him and us. He is the person who shows how beautiful this fucked up world can really be and he holds me in his arms when things aren't well and tells me how beautiful I am even though my mascara and eyeyliner is smeared. I enjoy kissing, cuddleing and holding hands more than sex. And so does he. He is my life, so don't try to fuck that up.

Be yourself. You'll get hated on no matter what you do, so you might as well do it with grace and style. Don't let IGNORANT guys get to you...
NO GUY IS EVER WORTH LOSING YOURSELF OR YOUR HAPPINESS.

Every moment can be nothing more than the moment in which it is, it cannot be changed, altered or wished away, it simply is the moment, and perfect it is, and you are in it's perfection, part of it, you make it what it is completing its perfection. Congratualtions...you allow perfection, compliment it and complete it.

Manifestation… under a cloud of pain… my inner abyss, blackening my heart… and a devil’s luck reigns… fire and fury… scolding rain… as it devours my soul… preying before dark and blue flames… and my bleeding salutation… goodness is the light I will never know… following, stalking…. consume me Within dark fortune… dripping desire… clasped by a tempest of lust… sucked… drank into your fire… liquidated into your perfect form… soiled of innocence… shred my inner self… my purity twisted inside your being of warmth… forever taken… and forever yours… and never to deny what I must… dwelling inside your love… alone inside you I dwell… I am your heart to bust…

Let me fuck the world into chaos… let me kiss horror upon the beasts… let me hug blood from the skies… let me be your feast… The whipping post of all your cries…
Oh… if you could only be forever the salts that I taste… the sugars of my creation…
Helpless and beaten… I am the soul you seek… Great deity of new dawn! Take what’s inside me… What’s weak… feed great terror! Grow… become my soul… let me become what’s inside you… Infused thoroughly… All that is strong…

Happiness wallowing… chained to a new hope in pain… make me grow… to seduce the world in my fury… Your angel… Everything is your presence… and everything is mine to claim… I am a slave to be your judge and jury…
We are a shining insurgent of love… adoring your alleviate of hate…
♥

...an opinion is an opinion... honesty can be harsh or soft... your strength is determined by how you use the honesty that is given to you... the weak ones let it affect them, and the strong ones use it as fuel to be greater...

...live to die, die to live
being different is being the same
happiness is sadness
sadness is pain
pain is love
love is tears
tears are of the inside
blood is of the inside
live to die, die to live...
Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.

I love myself... and I love being me. No matter what people say I think I am fucking amazing...Always believe in the being you are<3